dance as if nobody's watching

Sunday, January 30, 2011

I am quite lost.
I choose to believe in my own instinct.
And I don't know if I should.
Its a complicated feeling.
I need some advices.
-Can't live if living is without you-

Monday, January 10, 2011

Dear Lord,
You know my friend so much better than I do.
You know his sickness and the burden he carries.
You also know his heart.
Lord, I ask you to be with my friend now, and work in his life.
Lord, let your will be done in my friend's life.
If there is a sin that needs to be confessed and forgiven, please help him to see his needs and confess.
Lord, I pray for my friend because your words says I should pray for his healing.
I believe you hear this earnest prayer from my heart and it is powerful because of your promise.
I have faith in you to heal my friend, but I also trust in the plan you have for his life.
Lord, I don't always understand your ways.
I don't know why my friend has to suffer, but I TRUST you.
I ask that you look with mercy and grace toward my friend.
Nourish his spirit and soul in this time of suffering and comfort him with your presence.
Let my friend know your are there with him through his difficulties.
And may you be glorified in his life and also in mine.
Amen

My heart sank when he told me about it.
I really need this precious friend of mine.
I am so disheartened that I cannot do anything to help him.
Just to pray for him is all I can do.
Hope he heals in time.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Almost 2 years has passed and I wonder why I still can't bring myself to accept the fact that he is gone.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Praise the lord!
My grandma has been hearing ringing sounds, blurred vision, headache and she thot she had a lump in her throat.
Yesterday, she went to the doctor and the doctor claimed everything is perfectly fine.
Thank God!
I had been praying all day and night for her.
There can be miracle when you believe.
Am floating form my medication.
Am currently down with serious flu and slight fever.
Hope all goes well.
I want to go to school!
This sounds quite wrong, but I dun wish to miss any lesson.
Shall complete my work and turn in early 2dae.
God bless the unfortunate and sick ones.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

School life is getting tedious from all the 9am lessons.
Some even as early as 8am.
Goodness! So tired.
Guess I just need some time to adapt to the change in time table. :D

Btw, CLIQUE! In case u didnt get my fb msg ( Janice, Jenn, Xiao Qing, Denise, MP, OXY etc.)
I dunno who else wants to come along.
Our beloved Yanyue is going to visit us during the last 2 weeks of December.
Probably we'll part-ae the whole Xmas and New Year.
Please leave that week free if possible.
Will update u guys again. :)
Miss ya guys!

Friday, October 8, 2010

As the year passes, one will very likely worry about how long their old, aged love ones will leave.
These days, as we bid goodbye to Mrs Lee I get worried.
How Mrs Lee is just like my grandma.
Constantly being there for us.
Teaching us the right values, showing us how independent she is.
How much she loved us can never be measured.
How she pulled through all the harsh times without anyone's help.
No matter how people treated her, she still treats them with respect and teaches us to respect them.
She was also one who would not allow us into relationship, being afraid it will affect our studies.
She was one who constantly worries for our studies and life.
There are so many grandmas in this world.
But I am proud to say, my grandma is eventually the BEST GRANDMA IN THE WORLD.
Grandma may not be the richest and she does not despise people.
And what is most important, she had imparted very important values in us.
Grandma, its a blessing to have you around us.
We thank God for sending us such a FABULOUS grandma like her.
We wish you the best of health and may you have a long life.
Although we were constantly reminded that life and death is a cycle, it is hard to accept it.
However, I've learnt to accept and help grandma live her life to the fullest.
I still hope that this day will never arrive.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

I am starting to miss Maths!
Come to think about it, it has almost been a year since I last touched Maths.
Forrtunately, I did not 4get most of the Maths stuff that I had learnt.
I've been "painstakingly" borrowing sis's book to do for fun.

I found a quiz and did it randomly.
1. List a few teachers who aided ur journey through school:
Ms Lee CK, Mr Tan CH, Mrs Chui HL
2.Name 3 friends who have helped you through a difficult time:
Janice, Jennica &Xiao Qing
3.Name 5 people who have taught u something worthwhile:
Grandma, Mummy, Mr Tan CH, Corrine Lai, Janice
4.Think of a few people who have made you feel special and appreciated.
Grandma, uncle, mum, sibs, Janice, Jennica, yanyue, xiao qing
5.Think of 5 people you enjoy spending time with:
Grandma, family, janice, jennica, hanani

The lesson: The people who make a difference in your life are not the ones with the most credentials, the most money, or the most awards. They are the ones that CARE.

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

A poem mummy should read:

You brought us up all our life
Showing us wrong from right
There were times I was upset
But I know now it was good sense.
You kept us warm and kept us fed
You even checked on us when we were in bed.
There are so many mothers in this world
But I have to say you are the best one
There was time you were hard on us, I was mad
But after years went by I was glad
There's time I stop and think
How wonderful it is to have a mother so great
With all you said and did
I'm glad you didn't give up on this kid
So after this I have to say
You are a special mother up to this day.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

It has been a pretty long time since I last blogged.
Finally, after all the mugging and exams.
Wootz!
A time to recharge my "Battery" and prepare for school reopen.
Had long holiday.
5Weeks have passed and still have 5 more weeks.
Is this shiokness or boredness really depends on what each individual plans to do.
For me, its time to get physical.
Just did a 2Km run today.
Used to do that on a weekly basis.
And I have not done that since my exams which is weeks.
Gonna spend this Holidays wildly.
Haven't been meeting my girlfriends too.
Really miss them utterly bad.
So many things I want to do...

Complete yet another long distance jog in Macritchie.
Go swimming everyday
Get back to dance
Meet up with clique
Study before Semester starts.

How much of these things can be accomplished? We shall see.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Thanks for my awesome gifts and "surprise" on my 17th Bdae. :D

Max skirt from beloved Janice. Very nice! Janice, I 4got to tell you how much I love the colour and pattern of it.

Present from lovely Jennica and she told me in the card "What is important the word on it. You're not only a friend of mine, but an important one. " Jennica just loves making me love her more.

A B'day card from Jennica.

Body mist from GAP. GAPscent they call it.

Mum and I.

Bro, mum and I.

Mum and I again.

Dad and I

Trio.

Seems like someone is trying to destroy my cake!

Thats not emo/unglam but looking on.

Not picking my nose but licking my finger. Haha. This is quite an unglam one.

Why is everyone looking away?

Fam...

I counted and there was an extra candle.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Met up with ex-classmates to catch up.

Thanks guys for my gift.

And Jennica for the frolick voucher and ur lovely letter.

Janice, I can just say that the skirt is awesome!

Thanks people.

We still have lots of dates to be completed.

Go Roller Bladding, Coffee Bean, Pepper Lunch etc.

Will arrange that asap.

In the meanwhile, I have to miss u guys and cya in my dreams.

Lol.

Lots of love,

Jane

Letter from Jennica!

Max-Skirt from Janice

Gift from Jennica babe

Came across my photo album while mum was packing the storeroom.
Just thought of uploading some pictures of my childhood.
Afterall, my blog is quite dead.

My loveliest cousins. I am on the extreme right.

Look who's the driver! Me (green)

Holiday in Genting. When I was 4 or 5.

Sis and I.

Cousin and I. We are of the same age.

Hey there!

Babies of 1993. 2 cousins and me. When we were 1. Me(Extreme right)

Mum and I at Dream World in Gold Coast( Australia)

Dad and I

Used to be 7 of us. Now... 13 of us. Lol.

Trying out the walker.

Wanted: Dead or alive. Dad & I in Aust.

Goodbye Koalas.

I am leaving...

Aboard the boat in Cairns

Sis and I

Look at the eyes of mine...

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Just came across some pictures that we took some time back.
Remember all the wonderful and sometimes rough moments we go through together.
It was a marvellous and will be a well-cherish friendship.
Hope the time never pass and we could be 2gether 4eva.
We wrote notes to each other.
Encouraged each other.
These are a bunch of wonderful people to be around.
~Love u guys~

Love these people loads...

This was real fun.

Beloved Janice and Luo Xi's Bdae. Perfect!

Remember u 2 came to my house and what did we play with?

Just can't have enough fun with them. World's most wonderful people.